A calming din belies the slake
Of silt and soil and tumbled clay
Abreast a cutting cliffside's wake
Ere carried to a distant sea.
The highest waters run most clear,
For that they court the ether's ear
And tousle veils of atmosphere
Where air draws thin as angels breathe.
The sun gives pause - a slow regress -
Invites that I might linger, yet,
As birdsongs die in mountains' wrest
And stillness greets the waters' chime.
But I am time's slow servant, bound,
Presently kept and future wound,
That calming din - my heart's own sound -
Echoing down a mountainside.
Creation curls around my fists -
Adorns the ridges of my veins -
A tease at angels’ sculpt of bliss,
Ere I churn dust in useless spate,
Unveiling for impassive miens
An empty slate - a remnant sum -
Of westward winds traversing seams
And coaxing out a summer sun
To learn a sun’s own dreams. What then?
To lose one by, or see it done –
A contrast drawing pale to thin,
The lines between gone swiftly numb –
And I, the fool, who always bends
In servile, sweeping devotion.
Then - ask tomorrow how I dreamt -
Ask if dreaming did a dreamer make -
Bespoken only by a kiss
Of dust upon unyielding slate.
My outstretched fingers never could catch rain.
We should be storm shapers, you said; failing that,
Familiarity would keep us together.
I was not surprised you were wrong
When you called us storm shapers. Failing that,
I had no use for Spring's soft rains.
How could I be surprised you were wrong -
You had a way, after all, of summoning thunder-clap gales.
I never had use for Spring's soft rains.
I have our memories, though, and they make me happy;
You had a way, after all, of summoning thunder-clap gales.
I would laugh at how small, and frail, we were.
I have our memories, though, and they make me happy -
A familiarity that keeps me toget
Unbound, unwound, feebly covering unfolded
Bits of me with patches of pride,
Defensiveness and vanity
I whisper softly,
'Brokenness is common to us all.'
The strength in my eyes
Waxes like a candle's flame.
I.
I am the last of solemn kings - or first -
My crown ill-fit where wreathed upon my brow -
Red-gold, the binding color of my vows,
As if a man might wear, and show, his worth,
But as to whether I come last, or first -
If one is better, it is not my seat
To judge; my fate is not so tailored neat,
And oftentimes, as blessed as must be cursed,
And comes the worst - to dream of dust, and rule
A kingdom's worth of marbled soot - a clown,
To some - a flower bled to stain my brow -
Red-gold, the motley garb of kings and fools,
Alike. All men are kings, some say, and I -
I drank of dust, and parlayed dust as wine.
II.
I drank of dust, and parlaye
Great! Finally fully recovered from my half-marathon weekend. Looking forward to some time at the beach with one of my wife's friends in the near future. Not writing much lately, though I did have some decent pieces awhile back. Playing Smite on the PS4 with some friends and watching my wife run through Dragon Age. Looking forward to when weather cools down enough for tennis, for sure. So, you know, mostly just hanging out.
Oh! Smite is on PS4 now? I may have to check that out. Good to hear things are going well and life is pretty good. You're one of the few people I've followed before that still seem to be around and I always admired your poetry and looked forward to your comments.
I'm not as full-time on here as I used to be. Virtually everyone I used to know has left, and I just don't have the free time I did in college to join all the groups, etc, and meet new people. Well, rather, I should say it's not high enough on my list of priorities.
I actually first discovered Smite on PS4 - saw one of my Gauntlet friends playing it constantly and thought it must be worth checking out. Got hooked and got some friends into it. My wife is playing through DA:2 on the PC so she can play Inquisition on the PS4 (we're a little behind on that series, obviously).